If we were a movie.

so sorry for the gloomy posts lately. but here's another one.

yesterday, i've got another "Oh, you two look very cute together!" and "you guys matched perfectly." from some friends. i just smiled and like "noooooooooooo" but they keep on teasing me.

but on the inside, it makes me feel both happy and sad. hurts me and also delighting at the same time. they don't know anything about how complicated us is. OR, i'm the one who is complicating things.

-sigh-

but i can't stay mad at you for anything.

oh what is this seriously i don't know either. no matter how much i try to be mad at you,  to not talk to you, i always fall for you again and again. you didn't even try though. i mean, not in that kind of "try" but, urgh, whatever. Oh and also i realize i can't stand being "far" from you. seeing you, but not talking to you and avoiding you seems like a torture for me.


"Get close enough to have fun but don’t get attached enough to get hurt" they say. at first i was pretty cool with it. but......


Dear You.


sorry for lack of quality post. in the middle of lots and lots school examinations & college prep. wish me a very good luck!