so sorry for the gloomy posts lately. but here's another one.
yesterday, i've got another "Oh, you two look very cute together!" and "you guys matched perfectly." from some friends. i just smiled and like "noooooooooooo" but they keep on teasing me.
but on the inside, it makes me feel both happy and sad. hurts me and also delighting at the same time. they don't know anything about how complicated us is. OR, i'm the one who is complicating things.
-sigh-